A believer in fate.

A believer in fate.

Just in case you haven't noticed. I've had a bit of an un-planned hiatus on this little blog over the last 2 weeks. And I guess that's because my heads a little all over the place, right now.

A lot has happened and a lot has changed very quickly. A lot of things have clicked into place in my head and there's been a lot to process. It's been rather a steep learning curve, if I'm honest, and I'm still not entirely sure where I go from here to stop myself on missing out on something that I know could be pretty awesome. And the thought of that at the minute is making me a little sad.

One of the things I've come to realise is that fear can make us all do different things. It's this little voice at the back of our minds that forces us into self-protection mode. It convinces us to do things that aren't logical. Thing's that don't quite make sense to anyone else, no matter how much we try to explain it.

 It throws us back to situations and experiences we've had in the past, things that haven't been great, things that have hurt us and that we don't want to ever happen again because we're not sure if we'd be able to cope this time around.


However, at the same time, I'm quite often stuck between believing that 'whatever will be, will be' (if we're being super cliche...), and 'if you want it, go get it.', because if something is still in your mind, surely it's worth the risk, right?

I have a really small tattoo on the inside of my wrist, you guys might have seen it on Instagram, it's of a little cross, and I used to hide it underneath my watch strap, but now I always make sure that I can see it.

A lot of people always ask me what it means, and to me it's a reminder to let your faith be bigger than your fear.

It's a reminder that whatever happens, things are going to be okay, and you can cope with whatever life throws at you, if you believe that you can.

I believe that there's no such thing as coincidence. When I look back, there's far too many things that have happened that have lead directly onto something else, shown me something unexpected, but something that I can't imagine having not experienced now.

And I guess it's time for me to put my faith back into all of this, because it's always the 'what if's' that drive us crazy, right?



1 comment

  1. I feel you with this post hun! Currently torn between wanting to go out and try new things and achieve dreams or to stay completely content and happy in my comfort zone. I'm totally with you and completely believe in fate! xx

    Jessie | allthingsbeautiful-x