Whether we're the ones that are reading the blogs, writing the blogs, or the pour souls that get dragged round to take photo's of said bloggers and then have to wait 10 minutes before you're allowed to tuck into your breakfast 'cause lord knows what would happen if we didn't get a perfectly Instagrammable shot from this, blogging is so personal to each and every one of us.
Thinking about this got me thinking about who I am as a blogger, and what kind of blogger I want to be. Basically, I came to the conclusion that omg I'm so far away from what I want to be that I could cry a little and start over. But I won't. Promise. I'm fully aware that I'm probs being a little over-dramatic here, but just humour me for a sec, k? Cool. Thanks.
If you caught me on Twitter a few days ago, I was talking about the fact that there are so, so many blogs out there at the minute, and it's this that is part of all my motivation to continue to improve everything about this blog. My writing, content, imagery, the lot.
I want to be totally relatable to the people that pop over and visit here. I want my blog to be visually spot on. I want my photographs to be perfect every single time, and I want my writing to be interesting, quirky and funny (alright, alright, no need to look at me like that, I'm working on that bit.).
I love my blog, don't get me wrong, and I'm super proud of how much it's grown and changed in just over a year. But, as with most things, I know there's so, so much room for improvement, and the Impatient Annie in me wants to just get to a place where I'm happy with it right now. Like, right now please and thank you.
I want to be a lifestyle and fashion blog that's positive and happy. I want to share with you all the things that I'm loving right about now and give you idea's about goodness knows what and be totally real with you guys and I'm pretty much babbling again, aren't I? Soz.
What I'm trying (and completely failing) at saying, is that I don't feel like I've found my 'blogging place' yet. I don't feel like I've found 'my style' and that makes me a little sad.
So, this is gonna be what the next few months are dedicated to. I'm not going to put a post up unless I'm totally and utterly and 100% happy with everything about it, and I'm going to try and make sure that there's a bit more consistency around here. Hopefully.
Do you feel like you've found your place?